STPM

STPM IS COMING OUT ON 11MARCH 2008

I feel sick once I receive this info.

The struggle, sleepless night, tons of anxiety.... Seems like its just happened yesterday.

Nights when I was surrounded by silence, sitting seamlessly still, making desperate attempt to finish all the revision book laid on my desk.

Times when I heard voices- not from higher spirit but speaking from myself. The booming voice said : KEEP GOING... YOU'RE MICHELLE..YOU CAN FINISH IT!!

I;ve always believed with hard work, I can get anything I wanted....until I finished my acc paper and realise how I messed it up, throughly.

Now, other voice, full of affection and warmth is whispering to me " its not the end of the day..its just a paper"

I hope that I'll believe it,through the riotous and endless waves of anguish.